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Sunday, July 1, 2012

Goodbye for Now...

I've decided to stop blogging for a while.  First, I'm down about not having a job.  Second, Kevin ended our relationship, saying he had other "obligations that will require most of (his) time".  The news devastated me because 1) it was out of the blue, and 2) I was developing real feelings for him.  (And the really sad part is that I know he was developing feelings for me, too.)

It's too hard to write about being positive when I'm feeling anything but.  Jason called and asked me out again.  I confessed to him that I only went out to dinner with him on the rebound last week, but he said he didn't care--that he'd still like to take me out again.  I didn't say yes.  I think I'm done with giving people my heart for a while.

I'll be back...I just don't know when.  Maybe when I get a job.  Or after my annual recheck, which is early because I had to make an appointment before my insurance runs out, so it's July 19.  All I know is that I can't do this right now.

Thank you all SO very much for all your support.  I'm crying as I type this because I feel close to each and every one of you.


  1. You don't always have to be positive. No one expects you to.

  2. Who wants to read about the doom and gloom that is my life now???

  3. Ah man I love your blog :(

  4. I'll be soon as my life turns around a bit. Right now, things are pretty awful, and I can't handle sharing it with the world. xox